To all my sistahs who have recently sent me your wonderful, kind words of support, I want you to know that I’ll still be in touch. I don’t know what the future holds but even during recuperation, I’ll have access to my laptop. You know me. You can’t keep me offline.
Here’s what I think will happen: soon after October 1, I’ll have surgery, and then we’ll know if my problems are benign or – not. But no matter what, I’m going to keep blogging. Some will be about my situation because I know you’re worried, but most will just be about the usual navel-gazing I’m known for – the unexamined life and all that.
While waiting for the surgery, I am riding an emotional roller coaster. In trying to maintain my sanity I’ve been meditating, and I’ve cut out caffeine and alcohol. Boy, that’s tough; most days I really could use a drink! But this is a healthy decision. Did you know alcohol actually increases long-term anxiety? More on that in a future post, no doubt.
To stay upbeat, I also watch comedies, read happy things, and think about the impending birth of my granddaughter, Ella Marie Morgan, who is due on Oct. 5. Her parents Amy and Daniel are in the picture. Both are elementary school teachers. I promised I would watch Ella full time when Amy goes back to work in February. It’s a scary and thrilling proposition. When I agreed to it, my son did that manly, surreptitious sniffly thing. You know, because men don’t cry.
Congratulation on having a future grand baby, you will enjoy the little one so much, and you will. This is a difficult time for you but with all the love your family and friends are giving you, everything will be OK. Whatever happens you are strong and have a positive attitude, it will come out fine. I am sending healing thoughts to you.
…and I am so grateful for your thoughts, V! Thanks for helping me.
Oh Lynne, my friend, how am I late in knowing your health issues! I am sorry and I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers, you are strong and attitude is everything in these situations. Please know how much I love you my friend of over 25 years, we certainly have seen life together and will continue down this path wherever it may lead us. Whatever you need, whenever you need it, I am here. Be strong and be happy you have a bright future with that new grand-baby.
A newlywed shouldn’t concern herself with such issues! At least until her feet begin to touch the floor once again. I know you are there, always, Tricia. Thanks for the love.
Lynne
Lynne, my heart goes out to you. You’re terrified — that’s understandable — and as Kathy said, the waiting and worry are unbearable. Let’s hope this is only a “scare” and not the big thing! I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. It sounds as if you’re doing the right things, especially trying to focus on the positives in your life, and best of luck to your son, his wife, and that new baby on the way!!
Thank you, Debbie. I’m lifted up by your good wishes.
Lynne
I know you have been there, Kathy, and I feel stronger for your thoughts. I know they come from a gentle warrior.
Love,
Lynne
Dear Lynne,
I am so glad you are staying in touch through such a challenging time. I can see that you are doing everything humanly possible to get through this. I think waiting is the absolute worst part of the whole scenerio. I have no doubt you will come out of this swinging, ready to do whatever you have to do..Count on my prayers and positive ,healing thoughts. As I always tell my son..”Pray to God, but keep rowing to shore” . Keep that great attitude! BTW the pixture of your son and his wife is beautiful- young love and new life will help you do that,I’m sure!
Love and Peace across the miles,
Kathy